back to post again
lets say about tuesday
went out olivier, zul, jacob, dennis and the rest for outing
when to hougang plaza lan
steven joined in later
played CS for i think 2 hours plus
very cold sia
ate in kfc
den rush to PS to watch "The day the earth stood still"
the show is about an alien saving earth not human
but a woman trying to change the alien thoughts about the humans and the alien stop the distruction or the human kind....

went to vivo afterthat to eat dinner,
played arcade n met up with shawn, limin and bryant
den went home at 10...

TODAY IS THE DAY!!!!!!
Results Day!!!..... LOL

English 4
Combine humans' 3
E maths 1
A maths 1
Combine science 2
Art 2

DON READ THE THINGS I'M ABOUT TO TYPE BELOW BECAUSE I DON"T WANT U TO BE OFFENDED
i just don wan people to say thing behind my back
and i just don want to hurt u at all
this is just things i want to type it out but do not wan to say out

was shocked to see my results and get third
was nervous n scared in the start
it are the things that are too personal anyway
but my parents are like using my grades to get money n use it for their own use...
haix, at first emo cus my parents kept on looking down on me
say if i fail, i will go straight away to army
den keep on repeating.. fuck lar
everytime look down on me.
for this 16 years my parents never look up on me before.
its like no confidence on their own son to progess at all
its lik i'm their failure
though i relax at home n revise my work more relaxing than others
the thing ilearn are still in my head
i will only revise the things that i don't know
mostly i relax, watch tv after school just to relax my brain from work in school
they just think that i'm a slacker
stay back for art, they fuckingly say i play arcade.. fuck lar
i just had enough of this seriously

not a single time that my parents gave me courage
for 16 years, i never heard a word of encouragement
always words of insults and disgrace me in front of people
i just don want this anymore

i already sick and tired of this
sometimes when i'm ill, i just don tell them
i rather die now den to continue my life!!

i know its very inconsiderate of me
but i just showing how i feel
by the way i'm not very happy about my results
thats y i never laugh and smile alot
sorry to insult u guys