okay now to post..
cus now is a special event..
those who know should know y...

oya, forgot to say on wed...
all held hidayah for the fine lady... LOL
okok better not pester her with this
or she will kill me
... hahas

back to thursday n friday....
nothing much,
didn't do much after school
hav a long walk on friday
don know for wad sia...
only make me tired...
only friday sent dearest to tampines..

Sat,
went to jb to eat n buy mooncake..
finally i got my chocolate mooncake.. yay
den went to gelang serai...
saw fireworks but i cant take pic cus batt flat... sad
go there eat malay food as night supper
i guess this month sure put on weight le..

okay now lets talk about today...
today is the day that i think my whole class know
my friends in school n the sos family know y..

time flies so fast..
it only felt like only afew months
during this one year,
many thing had happen,
its has been fun
though there are bad times, there more good times together

Lastly to dearest,
Hope to last long..
n i will never u go...
I Love You <3

back to posting
now i think i will update every week
sorry people...

lets talk about wad happen week
last week mr ng didnt come...
in art slack n chat but still got do work..
got all the papers back except art...
hope art pass >.<

Thursday, went out with olivier...
long time nvr emo with him..
he such a good friend to emo with... lol
had a chat with his counselor who is the one that organise the amazing race
everyone still can rmb me...
wow
chated den went home cus too sleepy... ZZZZ

On fri, help olivier they all in the environment thingy...
search for the bin n we found it at the cosmic wave room
where all the n'level dnt work are... n we are restricted from entering..
the rest went to dunman
while went to tpm to shop...
long time never go there le..
n plan with them for the actual day which was on sat
when they found me in mac...

Sat,
fetch zul, olivier & dearest to dunman sec..
had a slpy talk
but a delicious receiption... LOL
olivier n i ate 3 rounds...
but still hungry n ate cheese cake with the rest..
the bin was one of the main attraction as lots off people came to the booth
everyone took turns to explain..

den got lucky draw..
so lucky won a cup n a flask
but the flask i gave it to zul cus i got alot at home..
n i c him, he look like he want...

went to vivo afterthat...
with dearest..
shop & play water again.. lol
den went home cus too slpy le...

sun, study lorx...

Mon,
school was normal..
got suan by mr aw... haix
den went to cp buy thing n back to school again to study geo..

tue,
Ytd, right hand pain cus too tired reaching for the ball during the captain ball game..
after school went to physic class..
den went to rp to meet steven n the rest
played psp dam funny sia..
den meet olivier at the shop n save kopi shop to eat..
dennis n steven came later
n went to school again for evening class

do a maths with shidan dennis
woah, mr aw very busy cus he dealing with aloy of people
but his mind is like maths god..
any question he can all do...
he was on form ytd...

den went home at 9 cus school at 9...

Sorry people for not posting lately
okay me share with u wad i did this past few days...

last week,
had prelims...
stress n pressure...
hardly have time to post...
went out with dearest to places to destress n study...

Art is stressing,
first coursework den prelim now paper2 coming...
Maths n science is oso stressing too...

mr aw having high expectations in his class

phy teacher want me to score a1

chem have no idea...

got back geo...

must buck up... cus just pass
don know about Social studies...

Today,

went with dearest to vivo..

had fun at water at last floor of vivo...

Yo back to post....

okay lets talk about my birthday...
Now sixteen le...
can watch nc16... lol
Thx guys for wishing me a happy birthday..

N special thanks to dearest who gave me a great birthday
Thank dear for the present n the cake..
love u<3

At night, went to resturant to eat..
the food was delicious..
i think my parents are tryingto make up for me...

Okay had prelims this week,
english's speech writing n compo was okay
paper 2 was okay too.. lol
, SS, this subject sure fail.. second Q anyhow do.. 4b write crap n only write for 2lines
& mother tongue, CLB' letter writing was easy but the paper 2 was okay...
they were okay not hard nor easy...

Today,
ndp in sch was okay,
had a fun carnival..
played alot of games..
first time played the air riffle, it was heavy but was fun to shoot...
all shot suck except the last shot..
the longest n accurrate shot of all
a bull's eye...
had a gift..
played olivier shates... so long never play le, was nervous... LOL hahahas

went out to bugis n vivocity with dearest after school
watch money no enough 2 after eating..
the show was funny n touching..
afterthat we went home le..


this week was a fun week
enjoyed myself alot..
hope to wish to have this much fun everyday..

Okay back to another post,
sorry that its took a long time to make another post..
its because of art n problem i am having in my life..

Sometimes, the closest ones like the ones whom had been with me don't know wad i been through n they are my parents.. they might think the past was like the present day. At times, expectations n boldness irritates me a lot.. I know my dad came from a good school , top in maths n my mom graduated, got 4th in level for her final year exams in collages.

I just don't know why my parents would of me this way.. sometimes, they think i got 4th in class is just by luck n not by the effort i did to bring me through this far..

I had been working freaking hard for the past times, many of my friends knew but my parents don't..
Furthermore they always compare with me with my cousins...
I know they are graduates now as they are 2o plus already
n i know they did relax n study with friends too like wad they told me.

My parents always think i been going out hanging around doing nuisance stuff like wad gangster in singpaore are doing..

Though i slack at home because i m tired, most of the time in school, i have been studying n at times i went to the library or to neighbour house to study n give tuition to young kids.

My life is dam stressful n wished not to live in..
U may see me cheerful n hypo in school or outside but at home, i just a neglected person who doesn't gain trust from my parents.. I always make myself happy just to enlighten my mood from the darkness i have been having...
I just get so fuck up want to brust to anger n tears in front of them..
feel like venging my anger out but its a show of respect towards them....

Anyway art is the second problem that all of the art students are having too.. It occupy most of our after school time n doesn't give us time to study..
Mr Chicken rice always think that we slow..
To actual facts!!
He always neglect us as he nvr turn up for the extra class he made for us..
He such a irritating person... at least mr loh still makes the effort to help three classes unlike someone who always side the o'level students...


Just going to end here..
Well afew 3 more days till i 16 :)
yay.. lol
Hope next week wouldn't be as worst as last week as i had enough already..