Today,
Had elective module start from 8am
did finish the project tat was needed to be done in just a day.
Watch anime & movies in the com lab to keep zahier, jonathan n me occupied
while the rest of the student just play gta n other online games... LOL
after module, zahier went to get the soccer ball from NCC room den we played soccer n captain ball with some NCC guys..
Went to downtown east to calm my mind by playing arcade and found that my maximum tune skill is improving n on the form to complete the game. but need $$$ money... Haix
afterthat visit gf n walked ard ws n entered the library for research...
& went back home n relax n slp.

Last night, was one of the most emoing night ever felt after a long time,
i cried in my heart, abit tears came out n felt like shouting out loud n punching something to let all my misery out as i cant take it anymore.. AHHH!!!
Told my probs to gf, zul, olivier & dennis, they tried cheering me up as they told me that when i emoed, it will affect them badly.. Sorry guys
now wadever my uncle said is truth
the happiest n hypo person can have the saddest n miserable life of all
I felt pressurise everytime & everywhere i go.
at least there is someone who is as the same boat as me.
i am not emoing because of the insult of my friends gave. So don worry zul its not ur fault.

I am changing for the better n making up for my mistakes i've done
I apologise of wad happen in the past n i never wan it to happen again n affect us again
I didn't meant to lie to u
i really meant my words n assure that in case of urgency i will b there for u
hope u just trust me for another time