hello guys back to post again... lol

Went to school early, cus my dad have to do stuff that why i came early.... Saw the prefect rehearsal n surpise to see alot of them remember me after quiting for two years amazing.
Acting as mr lim n willian act as GOH.
Went to rp to eat with gf,
saw the psp group n christine group oso in mac,
i feel that talking face to face is beta den msg,
had two hours of school den went hall to see the prefect investiture.
saw one of the funniest dance cus my friend dance wrong on center stage... hahahas lol
went to elect module aftertat..
In module, zahier, fifi, jonathan & i form a group to create a game but instead of doing, we either playing or watching prince of tennis... lol
Went home wit fifi, as fifi wan to go to the terminal to go home as he was bored... lol

Happy 8th month<3
we must end all the bad stuff n talk more.

helo

Yoyo back to post how the first two exam was like..

Monday, had english mid-year exam.. compo was okay but the letter writing was abit hard... It was a formal writing combined with a report as it is tell to the newspaper.. Paper 2 is okay, i didnt find the close passage was difficult.. comprehension was fined too..
Went to hougang mall LJS to eat with Gf , veena & pg... went library aftertat... went out afew times to talk to friends n saw steven n his gf... LOL aftertat went home to read up chinese...

Today, came to school in a blur n pale state after wad rossy told that i look like tat... Chinese compo was easy as we only need to do one q but Shida n i did two... lol Paper 2 abit difficult don understand abit but manage to complete in 30 mins n sleep for the rest of the period. Had listening n oral den settle some prob b4 tat which enlighted my mood... had lunch in rp with Gf n pg den christine n zoe came.. send gf to busstop n talk den went home le..

i nvr wan to hurt ur feeling
i just wana last long
i don wan to let go
i apologise for wad i said tat night.

okay guys back to post... Exams are coming so must JIAYOUS!!!!

Speech day went smooth, n i revceive two awards.. One from CCA & the other from A-maths..

took pics with stage crew n gf n rossy... went in the AVA n saw choir super hypo... on mon, someone will get pay back cus i think 8 people from PA & back stage tao pok me.. U R WILL DIE

here are some pics

Nothing much to post about this week..
School was normal & the speech day rehearsal on monday went well..
didn't eat lunch on monday n felt hungry n weak during the rehearsal..
After school, went to cp with gf den pg came to make ez-link but sadly cant go there make must go to hougang mall make...

Tuesday school was well okay, scored A's for both physic & A-maths. After school, went to have stroll with rohaizad n talk about the stuff happen in the past like an amazing flashback. Went back home to study n....

I reflected on wad i did which was wrong..
My mind was in a mess n worried for the worst might happen..
I really didnt aspect this to happen but i seriously apologise of my doings
as i was abit childish n forgot the most important thing between us..
without it, we will never b together.
Althought i made u angry at times,
i apologise n hope u will forgive me.
now i realised that im still abit imature n blur at times.
hope u can just give me one more chance.

yo guys tell wad happen this few days ago...

Sat,
Went out wit all the SOS members to suntec... went to food court to eat den had swensen ice-creams... renew my maximum tune3 card n played arcade... went round in suntec with GF den sent her home & go home le...

Mon,
went to give out flyers again... sian ar but still get 2hrs of cip. went to blk 158 n saw alot of weird doors like one with alot of flyers ( i think no one staying), another one which has three door bell which i don know which bell link to which one... hahahas & still got a few weird like door...

Tue,
went hougang mall with GF after school, eat in kopitiam den pg & zhiying came... went library n borrow books n studied there.. pg don understand the way i teach maths.. hahahas lol

Wed,
Had a bad speech day rehearsal, the prize giving was smooth but the concert was a disaster... PA boys either didnt on the mic or just didnt listen to comments from teachers & me... i told them to on the mic 1 n yet they just heck care... so after the everything they got lecture n i just heck care them n let them been scolded esp jonathan think he so pro but he not... backstage crew did well just need to lower down the volume of putinhg chairs can le...

Thur,
round 2 of scolding from ms zoo, haix don know y crystal oso kana... scolded all the PA boys cause they think the fault was our intructor, who is ms zoo husband.. I explain abit to calm her down n let my jrs to go off for class. but i think over all is Hansel & jonathan fault as they are in charge...

Went to the "we will rock u" concert.. play ds n psp all the way to esplanade. while waiting for the door to enter, zul, hanyi, dennis & i saw a room call the TALL ROOM.. hahahas i think its for TALL people. HAHAHAs
the show end 11 plus n reach home at 11.30.. watch the contender which was cool with all the punching n kicking...lol

Today,
finally talk about today cus today nothing much happen... Went to hougang mall with gf n eat.. chatted n laugh alot & den go to library to study.. Send her to bustop den went back home..
watch manga n anime before sleeping cus bored but exam are drawing near sian..

here are some pics in esplanade...

This week was a better, everything seem to b solve n having no prob but i still emo during maths lesson & i don know y... I felt that i m going back to my hyper studying mood which i was last year... Behaving as before is better, results are improving & relationship growing...

Speech day is drawing near, n i m having 3 jobs in one go... i think i might not survive next wed...
Had Nafa today, got two shocking result that my sit-ups n sit&reach are excellent.. when gym before attending nafa den my body got warm up n ready for nafa...
i think i got gold if i not wrong...Yay!!

I hope the closest ones wouldn't feel bad with me, just want to have a good life from now on.. Even if i hurt u, i m sorry for i done & hope u wouldn't hate me for my doings

This week was not a good week for me... every time seem to have bad stuff will happen to me. Problems here n there but it has been resolve after apologising... Anyway i don wan think about the bad stuff that happen in the past but wan to look forward to the future n have a better life.

Many people said that I'm dying or giving them bad attitude, i was actually sad on the inside, hiding my tears & felt a bit emotional... i never felt such sadness before, even if my maths fail or the most precious being stolen or missing, i wouldn't felt that sad.. now times have change, people can change anytime...

Luckily, i went to my neighbour's house to celebrate my neighbour's birthday yesterday... played alot of april fool frank... had alot of fun till my laugher came back.. played basketball with a tall china guy, the funniest thing was when he tried to slam dunk, he bang his head to the board... HAHAHAHAs its dam funny, he thought he so pro but he isn't.. I thrash him 15:5 Yay :)
played block catching, althought its tiring, its still fun cus there are alot of people n we played the whole block...

Today, went shopping with my mom...Tiring but still okay cus we eat sushi in sakae.. the food is delicious... LOL

Hey guys, bored n now emoing nothing to do so post anyway someone called me to update...
School was normal, had the most tiring n not mood two days since yesterday..
Monday
Had 2.4km test finish with a timing of 11.31 minutes... Yay got improve from last year :)
Had CCA cip to do for only 2hrs. Went wit zul, dennis & JJ to a block of seng kang area. our job were to give flyers to the blocks... Fifi & jacob came too... mdm nashita gave us flyers n we chiong to the block till 6pm...
Tuesday
dam tired n legs start to cramp causing me to b more weak as time goes by...
chest ache felt like knifes stabbing my heart & making me hard to breath.
went out hougang mall with Gf n pg, had a big lunch n acc them to shop n saw indah...
April fools day, wasn't my day as i never felt both physically n emotionally pain before.
i hope the next day will be a better day for me..
i felt that i m dying as wad alot of friend commented...
~EMO~